Last Sunset

Losing something, in what feels like an instant That instant, is actually called reality When it actually hits you that its been Breaking down and breaking down The whole time Built on the foundation of nothing That reality is now panic Shutting a life down that you spent a life to build Its violent When you're so close to them That they've become you You're removing pieces of them that are you It feels like you're gutting yourself like an animal Cleaving and scraping And you don't know when to stop F*CK I feel the shift In the evening wind Your eyes will not meet mine This isn't working and you're not worth my time Resigned I see your true colors I only played the fucking fool Justification for my humiliation You will remember me forever Caught by surprise in the light of destruction I felt the shift in your heart Standing alone I watch you fade away Shouting above for an answer So I was wrong about your commitment Did you really fucking care Now I'm stuck broken at your doorstep The engine idols And I'm with nothing But my thoughts Swerve into oncoming traffic, I let go Flip of the car ejects me out the window Time stands still before I hit the pavement Caught the light of my last sunset