Misery

I'm tired of living in the sunlight Staying home to watch the rain Misery I cannot Get my sleep to shift Happiness, I can only feign A failure by choice I'll bitch, about a convenience Starve my own potential The only chance, of a possibility My crisis: existential Grabbing, a resting monarch I'm about to destruct Ripping the wings of life I don't give a f*ck Spitting on opportunity Living in disgust F*ck this Grinning, at disappointment I dug this fucking hole It's where I reside Subject of my own carelessness I've dug this fucking hole It's where I reside Festering in my own skin I'm not ashamed This is just me A failure by choice Misery