I Only Think of You

My heart's an open wound healing no time soon Afraid of what I want -- to be at ease with you For whatever reason I just can't bring myself To tell you how I feel for fear of fucking up But as my head falls back I only think of you And as the walls crash down I only think of you; you're too good to be true Slit my wrists in the tub and bathed myself in blood Destroyed all sense of self and let my headspace flood With thoughts of being used -- your muse consumed by wants -- To prevent myself from admitting you're the one With every letter sent our love continued to grow Since Autumn came and went I penned your name in the snow Though Wintertime daydreams elicit mostly hope Future remains unknown; "Sincerely Me" I cope But as my head falls back I only think of you And as the walls crash down I only think of you; you're too good to be true Ah ah ah ah-ah Oh would you carve your name into My arm to prove you really care? It may seem strange but it's the thought That counts; the pain is mine to bear So when we're apart now There'll be no more need to fuss And maybe in the next life We'll be close enough to touch But as my head falls back I only think of you And as the walls crash down I only think of you; you're too good to be true Ah ah-ah ah ah-ah ah ah-ah ah-ah I only think I only think I only think of I only think of But as my head falls back I only think of you And as the walls crash down I only think of you; you're too good to be true Ah ah ah ah-ah I only think I only think I only think of I only think of (You)