Lost, Pt. 2 (Drowning)

I am so lost Hands reaching out Surface disappearing Lights fading out I'll just keep on drowning I touch the ground Am I too far down Yeah, look I got a frozen brain Ice doesn't melt it shatters Pieces melt into water It swells and just gets fatter Yeah, and the more ice that remains The longer it will take To go back to the same Goof ball of energy Everyone thought was insane But I'm drowning in this liquid It submerged my mind My thoughts engulfed and Under-waters where you'll find That I'm drowning It's an internal fight My mind as cold as ice It's like I got frostbite But I still feel it burning Trinna fight but I'm hurting It's hard to do what's right When your tossin' and turnin' Like you can't sleep at night But it's water that you're in With the surface outta sight And the war you try to fight Nobody's on your side Nobody as a guide I can't see the tide But I still try to hide The pressure that's inside It's a bumpy ride Still I try not to mind The people passing and going Trinna help but not showing Any attention to you It's getting dark and I'm not glowing Wondering how you could end up here Like why the water to go in Why not just chill on the beach with ya Hands glued to the head like a sew-in I am so lost Hands reaching out Surface disappearing Lights fading out I'll just keep on drowning Till I touch the ground Am I too far down Yeah, look I'm so deep now that I can't even feel The tidal waves on the surface Life's an illusion, what's real Someone pick up my trace Water has my life to steal As if I ever even had a place It feels somewhat thrilling Yet I'm alone in space Slowly drifting but not healing Expressing confusion on my face It's dark down here, I can't see or hear But I still see the surface, still visible and clear Look, sometimes hope just disappears And lets me die alone in fear. But other times hope is dear, And I also consider swimming near To the top of the water, this clear beer Surrounding, and intoxicating my sincere Consciousness spinning, dizzy I forgot which way to steer I'm just sick and tired Gotta do things on my own All I see is water And the road is long and cold I just need some fire And the right way will unfold Where is my desire Where is my home And I'm still drowning And I'm still drowning I am still, still And I'm still drowning And I'm still drowning I am still, drowning