I Am Dumb

I am dumb I am sad I am numb I am mad But I don't know if these feelings are just in my head I don't know if my subconscious mind wants me dead It's really hard to understand the human brain But I won't end this now, no, not today Everything I make is a disappointment Every word I say is a waste of breath And we all know that life is pointless Everything is because of death But I don't care And I don't mind I don't know F*ck the mind But I know these emotions are killing me inside I just wait around as they devour my mind And I don't really see a point in going on I have no hope for what's to come But I don't wanna disappoint the ones I love I don't want them to see me die I don't want them to come undone I don't want them to say goodbye I'd end it now But I care I'd kill myself But I'm too scared If you feel sad, if you feel alone If you feel the way I do, please don't give up hope Just do the things that make you happy Do them until you die Do the things that you enjoy And try your best not to cry Fill your life with things you love And f*ck all the rest Don't you know It's all bullshit anyway So try your best to live another day And eventually You might be happy