I Want to Be Happy

I've been so sad for so long I don't remember being happy I've been like this since I can remember I can't envision away the crappy Can I even get any better Or am I at my capacity Is there any point to self-improvement If it'll just be worse Will I like who I am if I'm happy Or will it be a curse Is that shit even worth trying Or will I leave in a hearse And if I was happy What would people think of me What would I say to them Who would I be And if I was happy How the hell would I sing How the hell would I write songs That weren't annoying Cause truth is I don't wanna write a love song But I still wanna be in love And truth is I use my sadness for fuel It motivates me to sing And truth is I hate all these fucking songs But if I didn't sing them I'd amount to nothing And truth is I'd like to be happy Please let me be Please let me be Please let me be Be happy