I'm Why I Don't Have Friends

All my dreams are down in the gutter And you'll finally break down And watch me fucking stutter All of my words with booze in my breath Little in the heart, and incentive of death And at this moment I ain't got a friend Not you or him or anyone to lend Their time and care, and love and crap Well let this be my epitaph And all of you are starting to see The pathetic shithole they call me An asshole without friends An asshole without feelings An asshole without money Or much of anything And I guess I'll try to face the void alone But all I do is stay at home Playing bullshit, crying rivers All this complaining gives me shivers I don't need a better body image I need a better fucking brain But let's stop that talking Because it's never fucking happening Cause nothing ever does In a world that destroys dreams A world that people f*ck you over just to be mean And I hate you, and I hate me And I think I might hate everybody And that's no way to live I've lost the will to give And I think I'm slipping, giving up There's no one to help me up On my feet, with a smile and a greet No, I don't deserve that, that's not me I guess this is what I'll forever be A worthless fuckhead with no belief Yeah, that's me Just some dude that doesn't like being lonely