love letter

Can you feel my heartbeat beat into the ground Can you feel my soul crush Under your fingertips Can you feel my pain Do you know what it's like to be me Do you know how I feel Sometimes I think you just don't care at all Sometimes it feels like you want this to happen Sometimes it feels like you just don't love me Sometimes it feels like you hate my guts Sometimes it feels like you want me dead Sometimes it feels maybe it's better off that way This is a love letter to you This is a poem written in blood for you These are my guts spilling out to you These are my tears I still cry for you These are my scars that I have from you These are all my worries that I have for you In the end, regrettably, I still love you