freezing from below

Wonder If she thinks about me Late at night when the bottles empty And the Bowls gone, do you get lost in memory Night falls and the thoughts are heavy God damn keep on moving steady It's Hard to think when Your thoughts are plenty cause you Can't forget if you're not ready Cut the ties but you're not letting go My heart still calls you home The cold comes on so slow Freezing from below I feel it in my soul Starting to feel Like nobody gonn want me But it's ok Get my hopes up to often No I'm not dead but This blunt got me coughing Memories of you Melancholy I'm lost in Wait, let me take a second Think I Gotta find a new direction Cause I Don't like the way I been stepping Was it worth it is my only question Lay down then I close my eyes I fall asleep then your by my side And I can't count how many times I look at you and realize It's not real and it never will be When I'm lucid I don't want you near me Only feels right When I don't know it's a dream I'll see you there tonight While I'm tossing in my sheets My heart still calls you home The cold comes on so slow Freezing from below I feel it in my soul Starting to feel Like nobody gonn want me But it's ok Get my hopes up to often No I'm not dead but This blunt got me coughing Memories of you Melancholy I'm lost in Wait, let me take a second Think I Gotta find a new direction Cause I Don't like the way I been stepping Was it worth it is my only question