Ruby Wand

Diagnosed with O-C-D today Somebody take my metal away I just dive into my skin, looking for proof I'm okay It's the first time someone I slept with Passed, half a decade since we spoke last I can't stop searching for his name As if I wouldn't do things the same Magic hour burning by my side I make the bed It's somewhere to lie Holding a ruby in my hand One thing in my command I need control Just afloat, but treading all along