Breaking Down // Self-Destruction

And somehow im waking up Somehow im getting by And some how i keep on going through My life and i dont know why I guess its time to fight The feelin left in side Because when you hate yourself There is no life And i could end it all I could end my life I could take a knife to cut out What i dont like And oh no Here i go Breaking down Self destruction bound Ohh Breaking down Self destruction bound And trying not to loose whats left of my mind Because lifes frightening And trying to take one step at a time Without dying And yet im still waking up And yet im still trying And i wont give up at all And im not lying And ill get out of bed Just to face the day Declear to myself that its Gunna be ok And if i fail at all Ill get back up When life steps on you You just cant give up And trying not to loose whats left of my mind Because lifes frightening And trying to take one step at a time Without dying Somehow im waking up Somehow im getting by Some how i keep on going though My life and i dont know why And when my bones do break And my lungs give out Choking on this air i take Laughing out loud