Self-Hate

And i I hate I hate myself Oh god And i I hate I hate myself Oh god And i I wonder I wonder if the world is living at all If the reflections of life will ever fall Crash down the lies and tell the truth And truly wonder if i hate you And i I hate I hate myself Oh god And i I hate Knowing that my problems are my own damn fault And if i sit and squander all day long Afraid of myself and how i live The identity crisis strikes again Oh i hate I hate myself Oh god I hate myself Oh god Mirror on the wall, cant you see That the lines inbetween us have cracked so deep And when we fall down and look at our selfs Will that reflection just beat its self Oh i hate Living alone And crying alot And i hate that struggle to breath And wake up everyday just to beelive That i am happy Its a lie that i tell myself just to be ok AND I AM HAPPY The skin mask hurts at the end of the day And i am alright And i will lie to myself And i wanna be alright But i am not ok My mental illness hit me in my prime Every day id like to die Look up into that mirror What do i see Somebody else Looking back at me! Oh i hate myself