Deceased (feat. 11una)

Nowhere to go trapped in my feels No motivation no breaking the seal Disappointment to the people around Run away so i never get found Fucked in my head its breaking me down Jump in the waters Hoping i drown Can't believe this has happened to me Drink until i can't see Father told me blame anyone who try to hold me Bottles with the ye, is there anyone to show me What the f*ck my love is, and why it makes me lonely When i hit lines i just feel like a phony You look perfect Girl of serpents And all i learned is She burns these verses But hurts still hurtin My burns still burnin In vein her churches We pray for hurses So which shoulder, do you talk to? Or whats bolder? hm. do you chalk too? Nowhere to go trapped in my feels No motivation no breaking the seal Disappointment to the people around Run away so i never get found Fucked in my head its breaking me down Jump in the waters Hoping i drown Can't believe this has happened to me Drink until i can't see She's bringing me down And i can't get up Pushing me down Man im so stuck Bad mentally is making me numb Gotta get the knife and shed some blood I hit the vein and im bleeding out No one is home and now i got some doubt Getting lightheaded about to give up Aye aye Im so fucked up Behind my smile is a breaking heart Behind my laugh im falling apart Behind my eyes are tear at night Behind my body is a soul tryna fight