Trauma

This song goes out to a special person whose story inspired this song So hopefully this helps you too Sad3by What are we talking about Oh yeah that's right Yeah aye yeah aye Raspo beats I took the wrong turn and I knew it from the start Traumatized taught my soul, but myself broke my heart Can't trust anyone, walls up so high All alone, drinking, smoking, trying to numb the pain I did it to myself and I knew it was wrong Now I'm lost in the dark, can't find where I belong Trauma grips my soul, fear clouds my mind But I keep on finding, not leaving me behind Memories haunt me, can't escape the past Regrets wear me down, shadows that will last Avoiding the pain where every sip and every puff But the truth remains, can't run far enough I'm wrapped in my shadows, of my own design Too scared to open up, too broken to shine Trust shattered like glass, alone in the rain Drinking and smoking to numb all the pain This trauma, a teacher that forced me to grow But the strength that I promised, it doesn't show I'm drowning in memories, haunted by fear In this endless cycle, I shed another tear I'm wrapped in my shadows, of my own design Too scared to open up, too broken to shine Trust shattered like glass, alone in the rain Drinking and smoking to numb all the pain In the shadows that I once stood Doubt and fear, yeah, this my neighborhood But a spark ignites a distant star I feel it coming, yeah, from afar I am strong, I am bold Believe in me, let the story unfold Something inside a burning light Guiding me through the darkest nights, yeah, ayy Through the struggles I'll rise Finding my strength, yeah, a new sunrise In every battle I'll find my way Embracing the courage comes what may, yeah, ayy In the mirror I see the truth A warrior's heart, the fire of the truth I'll face the storm, stand tall and true My spirit shines, yeah, strong and anew This trauma's a chapter that's written in me But I'll find my way back, I'll learn to be free I'll rise from the ashes, find the strength in the flame And break through the darkness, that bears my name So take my hand, walk with me Together you'll know, we'll unlock the key If I can see it, so can you Believe in yourself, let your light shine through, yeah Sad3by