Pain

Got damnit I'm in trouble again Mama cursing going manic again Then she crying again She try to smile but a frown her face She can't even pretend I curse God in the dark, that's when I start to get lost (That's when I start to get lost) Coming up, I was often down At home wasn't no peace in my house I'm just trying to eat, y'all can keep the clout Crack in the pot, guns in the couch (Yah) Your name on that paperwork, I'll come to yo house Tiny temper, put a gun in yo mouth Bodies dropped in my first shootout They lock me up, then I'm right back out Beat the case it was a reasonable doubt Don't need no Draco if you aim for the head Redrum, know what I'm talking about Big cuz always said, use the sword and the bread My word The Gospel, can I get an Amen Trying to find peace, this life hard on my heart Everything a puzzle, pieces I'm just trying to grab em' Put it all together Still shine through stormy weather Thank God I'm trying to find the pieces, this life so hard on my heart Everything a puzzle, I'm just trying to put all Reminiscing on what's owed to me (Owed to me, owed to me) (Yea) I sat there and listened to every word he told a G (Told a G, told a G) A little nigga coming up a young whipper snapper, dough I had to get it Not a trapper rapper, so you looking different Nigga, I'll knock the smile off your face if you ever tempt me A laid back cool motherfucker Never been the type to, start some bullshit I'm never looking for the trouble You want trouble man, man these niggas two-faced call them double man He rolling with the Klan, he go against his own kind he ain't real enough Plus he scarred when it come, he ain't really tough He don't know about perseverance And all the shit that's on my brain, man a Essene can't deliver it I was 9 seen them shots rang, my pops bailed he was shot man, another black man I think I hear them cops man, really all I got to see was a motherfucking spark man Coat flew up, the carton was Mountain of Dew That was just a carton box that he had for tools Trying to make a different move Every day a Barry Sanders, got a different juke Man you niggas need a different clue If you trying to play the game with some different rules