Drained help

Feelin' hella lost, but what is the cost I be drownin' inside of the way in the marsh I feel like I am losin' and I'm driftin' too far I don't know where to go and I'm bouta just fall With the battles and battles and rivals and demons And I don't know what to do, why am I in this here And oh my god, I be losin' the seeds Feel like I'm stuck and I'm losin' the peace I don't know where to do but you're invited Just crease, I be tellin' people that I will Just go meet, I don't know where to go but you're invited Just bleed, wanna rip on my splint And I wanna see my face tonight And I just wanna die, and I just wanna go Put the bullshit aside I be tellin' people that I will be alright Laughin' inside of their faces, I'm tired I'm tired out of the stress I feel like I ain't got the whole weight of the world on my chest And I'm feelin' so stressed, I be all in my head I be drownin' inside of my way Feelin' that I be tellin' people that I will be okay But I don't even know what to do, don't even feel the same I be tellin' people that I will be okay But I'm lackin' inside of their faces, I'm drained And I'm tryin', yeah, I'm tryin I'm tryin' to keep myself alive 1 minute 30, feelin' like I'm bout to cry I don't know what to do but you'll rip on my spine I be tryin' every single day to tell you that I'm losin' it I don't know what to do, bitch, I be foolish And I don't know what to do, I be with you, you see I don't know what to do, drown in my eulogy Tellin' people that I will be okay Don't even know what to do, I don't feel so great Feelin' like I'm bout to go ahead and bar bait I don't know where to go, I be inside my grave I feel like I am drownin' inside of my wake I be losin' it all today Breakin' it out, I feel like I am stuck in my mud I feel like I am in my separate ways