MY THOUGHTS 3

Welcome to my thoughts Seems we're back here once again Just repeating all these cycles Does it ever fucking end? Someone help me, I can't take it I just wanna live my life I'm hoping that I make it I'm just trying to get this right I've been going through this shit for years These people break my heart But there's music in the chaos And there's anger in my heart I'm so fucking full of anger So let's tear the world apart The only verdict is vengeance Should've seen it from the start (The only verdict left is vengeance) (Should have seen it from the start) Welcome to my thoughts yes we're finally back This place is so empty and still full of cracks The rubble is piling all over the place I need to get out but I don't have the space Anxiety's holding me trapping me in I'm trying to escape but he won't let me win Teamed up with depression and sorrow and sin They're dragging me down to show me what's within But I'm too damn scared of this house Praying to the lord just to let me out I don't know that I'll make it out People at the door but I shut them out (Why?) Cause I'm too damn scared of myself Locked in my room and it feels like hell But I do this shit to myself Locked inside with the key to the cell Don't get it twisted it's hard to miss it There's writing all over the walls I cant resist it you'll see it listed Right here you can see all my flaws I tried to cover up and hide the names But all the paint just seems to flake It's spelling out "you're a mistake" But I live here too and that's why I'm ashamed I'm ashamed of my self Constantly live in this place called hell But I did it to myself So pick up all the books And place them on the shelf And let's face the facts Too many people stabbed me in the back So I'll never come back The person I was always under attack Wings on my feet cause I'm tryna survive All of these fuckers are hoping I die Lately I'm having the darkest of nights Sometimes I question how I'm still alive But I swear that I'll fight And I'll never give in Cause I know I'll be fine And my demons won't win I know I'll be right I'll survive through the night But I can't tell the time Cause I'm trying to fight But I Swear on my enemies Y'all ain't no friend of me Y'all ain't no piece of me Y'all ain't defeating me I am completed see I see my destiny Clear as a crystal sea Y'all wish you could be me Nah, f*ck that shit I don't fall in love with no fucking bitch It's that sad boy shit Shaking up the beat with a nasty glitch Welcome to my thoughts It's still "f*ck the fakes" Since life is still filled With these venomous snakes Trying to escape I'm not looking for fame But y'all best respect me now I'm in the game I'm shaking up Brisbane, you're hearing the name The name is Daj and I'm here to stay And I'm never stopping until I see the day I'm performing on top of the empire state She packed her shit, and she ran away Took my heart with her, left me with the pain It just takes patience, but I'll be okay I'll just write all my feelings at the end of the day But it's still f*ck love till I die I don't think I'll ever get that shit right So I sleep alone at night And I'm okay with that cause I sleep just fine (Welcome to my thoughts) (Seems we're back here once again) (Just repeating all these cycles) (Does it ever fucking end?)