BLUE

I take this blunt to the face and I think of you But in my head all my memories are turning blue I fucking hurt everybody And even myself too They don't listen to me They just give me plays and views I'm suicidal hard to swallow all these fucking meds I hate my image I cannot get out my goddamn bed Lately I noticed I've been slipping ghosting people when I need em Mom my wrist is fucking bleeding She don't like when I smoke weed So I might kill myself I need some fucking help I don't receive I'm concerned for my mental health I'm Speaking to you from my music If you hear this send some help Cause I've been visioning a pistol sitting on my shelf I'll tie this rope around my neck Just for my mental health Cause I've been falling in this pit And I just can't get out Killing me with all these lies Okay well look me eyes And tell me all the things you said Pls just tell me once again I'll admit it That I miss you I'll admit it That I miss you I'll admit it Please don't leave me Girl you driving me so crazy You don't fucking know And my heart has been colder than snow Straight into hell I will go I'm stuck up on this endless road I really just wanna go home Falling into pieces Loving me is easy You don't have try All you need to do is ride Till the end of life Till the end of my life Shout out to xilly we gon kill this music shit I've been contemplating suicide since I was just a Jit I was broken I was homeless couldn't even Buy a fit Now Im stunting on my people Dollar bills and drippy fits I've been flexing on a couple niggas I'm a rich prick god damn