TOXIC

Smoke in my chest I wish I was dead When will it all end? I don't have any friends The morning I dread I'm mourning they left I'm sick of the meds I'm tired, depressed My brain is so toxic No hope cause I lost it My brain is a mosh pit I ran out of options Consumed by my darkness Don't know where my heart is My eyes turn to scarlet My life is the hardest Soon to my fate I succum I'm hanging, my body is numb No hope yeah, I'm grabbing the gun I've never experienced love My body is covered in blood I don't know what I have become This isn't me, what is it I've done? Where is the light My demons are right There's no hope in my sight I've tried and I've tried There's no point to this life I can't wait till I die I'm never alright I can't hide what's inside I live in despair My soul splits and it tears I have no one to care I'm living in nightmares I'm stuck in this world I don't have a home Memories tear at my flesh and crumble my bones