The Abyss

I look and I see that I have wasted my life It's sad to say, and it's sad to exist this way But that's just the truth, alright Can I get some help over here 'cause I'm finding that I am not gonna hear it again From you or anyone I can stare at your pictures I can stare at my face I can look at the tears that keep dropping always And I'll know that I just know you've won I thought you were the one But you just played games like everyone I thought you were the one But now you're the only one having fun Can I leave this world tonight I wish I could, I wish I could When I look into your eyes I despise myself It's all been disguised I don't want the seas to rise I want the impartial to come and tell me that I'm not the one I want something to happen I want anything to happen I don't want these tears to keep dropping Or my fears to keep rising Or all this to swallow me whole I feel like my heart and my soul are empty They're a little bit out of control I can't even express the depths of the pain that I feel tonight I just know that what you've done to me is not right I've shed more water out of my tear ducts Than I can ever remember giving fucks I just know that it wasn't worth it after all Because the happiness I felt doesn't come close to how far I fall Every day Every day Every day Every day Every day Every day Every day Every day Every day Every day Every day I look and I see that everyone is like me I want to unsee just how dark things truly can be I can't even help myself, how can I save anyone