LOST

Feeling so lost in my head Feeling so lost I’m dead I cannot comprehend You see I’m moving in motion Feels like the ocean I can’t stop it It feels like I’m in a mosh pit I gotta find a way I cannot go cope with this pain Every time I try I fade away yea I fade away I pray for some change These feelings are fake New bonds I’m gonna try to make Yea it’s a new season It feels like I’ve been being the worst I know it’s absurd But once again I’m trying I been so defiant Why? Why? Why try Feeling so lost in my head Feeling so lost I’m dead I cannot comprehend Okay been spitting for a minute You know that I’ve been living Living my life and I’m never gonna miss it I cannot skip it cannot be-live it That is a weird way I’m been stuck in all my pain Know that I cannot be that brave Everybody wanna switch them sides And see that stupid fucking way And once again I’m trying I’m so defiant I feel like I cannot be the lion The Lion and sheep Bitch you wanna see Omg that’s a different side of me I’ve been trying to run but I never gonna be done stunting I cannot go and Cannot be done Once I’m trying and once again I’ve been dying Why do we try Im so gone Gone gone gone gone gone Pain running so deep You know that’s been me I cannot disagree Yea yea yea I’ve been making bad choices and I cannot take it back But once again I know that I might just throw it in the past And everybody wanna think Yea they go deceive That’s funny cause I can’t be me Feeling so lost in my head Feeling so lost I’m dead I cannot comprehend Feeling so lost in my head Feeling so lost I’m dead I cannot comprehend I’m tryna find my closure I want it over It doesn’t fade Just like this mental state I’m living these dark days Dark days I hate the dark days