i was okay before i met you

Why would you do me like that? I thought we were steady, just counting these racks I'm trying to get this bag so I don't rely on nobody for nothing I'm trying to plead with God and nobody else I see these racks on the floor and I started crying, cause we never had it like this I used to struggle for money for gas and that so funny I used to sit in a corner and think like dang, when I get money I'ma buy me a crib and a Lambo, but now that ain't nothing I used to feel this pain every day, and now it feels like nothing I'm trying to fly up right now, can't lie I look like a bird I had to change the way I look at things so I had to swerve If you can't deal with me for who I am, then you better turn I can't fix no broke women, I'm not Bob the Builder I'm trying to help you grow, I'm trying to help you flow The way I been looking at you right now, it's like you don't want to grow Baby excuse my tone, but I'm not trying to go out like-you I'm trying to get my zone together, I'm trying to go sit on the throne I'm a warrior don't throw me a bone I don't bite, don't give me a cone When I'm up don't give me a call You'll be looking at me and I'm gone Cause I'm trying to go grow alone And I'm trying to go ball alone And I'm not trying to see loans And no you can't read my palm I'ma find what I need, even if I go Cincinnati No I don't pop no addies, and I don't post no addy If I pin a location it's Godly, cause only God got me (Only God got me)