Rainy Days

Just kill me already, I don't wanna be alive You never loved me anyways, you loved that Other guy I'm so fucking suicidal, I just sit here and Cry You said you told the truth but you didn't Cause you lied Pop another pill and I'm popping on some ecstasy Thinking about you and the reason that you're leaving me Barely awake at night and I can barely sleep But when I do, the only thing I see is you In my dreams I'm not enough, I'm just a burden, yeah that's What it seems I hope I choke from this rope, I smile with A glee Cutting down to the bone and I watch the blood Seep Choking on this rope and I can barely breathe Why can't I have a girl that loves me just for once I gave you all my love and I gave you all my trust But enough is enough, you keep giving me cuts I just lie in the dumps, I haven't felt okay In months It's time to go, time for me to leave, I'm Feeling dead Put a bullet in this gun, take my life with This lead You hurt me so deeply with all the words that You said Downing alcohol, downing pills, straight to The head I hate feeling lonely, but that's just how I am You know me girl, don't be like that, I'm Always so damn sad I know you too, you never loved me cause You don't give a damn about me or anything I do or things that I can