Suicidal Thoughts

Yeah, I'm feeling lost cos I'm lost without you Not loving you, I don't know what to do I'm feeling worthless so I'm a die soon Tying the noose cos you told me we're through You're in my heart and I'll keep you forever My girl, you were mine, now you're gone with another I'm nothing, I'm useless, a burden, a bitch Can't wait till the day that I die in a ditch Or maybe I'll die when I slit open my wrist Got me a gun and I'll be gone so quick You told me we're done and that's done, that's it Can't take this no more and I think that I quit Only feel happy each time I take hits Off of the drugs cos I'm broken to bits Broken to pieces, I'm all on the floor Feeling so worthless, can't take this no more You were mine, now you're not, I don't know what I did Each time I feel sad, I just light up a cig All of the times we just laughed and we kissed I cherish those moments, those times what I miss I'm trapped in my thoughts and you're trapped in my head Can't wait till the day when you see that I'm dead Taking my life and I'll take it with lead One bullet I got and the gun I got left Nobody listens when I speak bout these thoughts Nobody cares about you till you're gone Nobody cares and I know that it's wrong I'll be righting my wrongs, this might be my last song I'm so fucking ugly and I know that it's true Open the door to my mind, I see you I know that you hated me, I already knew Saying goodbye and this song is for you