Survive

Sometimes I wanna die, but it helps when I'm off the drugs Sometimes I wanna die, cause I know that I can't find love I know that you will just forget me when my time has come I only feel okay when I am off the pills or rum I just wanna die, why the f*ck am I alive I'm just getting high, off the drugs I won't survive Girl, it's all your fault, you left me here to die Girl, it's all your fault, I thought you loved me, that's a lie You left me on my own, crying all the time Sitting here alone, I might kill myself tonight Looking at my phone, sitting here in strife I hope that you will visit me once I take my own life You told me we were for life, is I guess that you just lied I hope you don't remember me once I say my goodbyes Put me inside this misery and left me for that guy The only fucking time I'm happy is when I'm fucking high You left me on my own, crying all the time Sitting here alone, I might kill myself tonight Looking at my phone, sitting here in strife I hope that you will visit me once I take my own life Sometimes I wanna die, but it helps when I'm off the drugs Sometimes I wanna die, cause I know that I can't find love I know that you will just forget me when my time has come I only feel okay when I am off the pills or rum I just wanna die, why the f*ck am I alive I'm just getting high, off the drugs I won't survive Girl it's all your fault, you left me here to die Girl it's all your fault, I thought you loved me, that's a lie