Why Did You Leave Me?

Why don't you let me leave, just like everybody, just like everyone I've become I'm so numb to your affection, come down on me Please let me leave, I cannot understand, I'm so damn numb, I only feel pain I just wanna end it all, put this bullet in my brain I ain't never been normal, I ain't never been the same Marks on my wrist, I've been feeling like a bitch Smoke on the dope, I've been smoking on the spliff Relieve all the stress, I've been going through shit Rolling up a blunt, then I hit and just sit Thinking about the past of us, I just reminisce Watch the blood drip from my mouth, from my lip Eyes low from the smoke, but I'm high in the zone I ain't got no one that I love, I'm alone Blood seeps out, and I'm cutting to the bone Blood seeps out from the blade, cuts slow Four walls around me, but I don't feel home Thought you were real, you were fake You a hoe Do I hang from the clouds? Do I hang from the rope? Do I end it all? Do I leave? I don't know Like prolific said, I've been feeling dead and cold Xanny on my tongue, eyes low, eyes roll Taking all these pills, till I'm going old Alone and I'm tired, wish I didn't have a soul Become so dark, stuck in a black hole Wanna kill myself, that's the aim, that's the goal Please let me leave, I ain't never been alive Feeling so alone, but the drugs got me high You said you would stay, we all know that you lied Tell me that you love me, while you love the other guy Awake every night, I ain't sleeping I just cry, leave me be I'm better off alone, let me die I tried to make it work, yeah I tried and I tried I'm done, I'm finished, writing lyrics Goodbye Let me leave Just like everybody Just like everyone I've become so numb to your affection Please let me leave, I cannot understand I'm so damn numb, I ain't never felt pain I just wanna end it all, put this bullet in my brain I ain't never been normal, I ain't never been the same Marks on my wrist, I've been feeling like a bitch Smoke on the dope, I've been hitting on the spliff Relieve all the stress, I've been going through shit Rolling up a blunt, then I hit and just sit Think about the past of us, I just reminisce Watch the blood drip from my mouth, from my lip Eyes light from the smoke, but I'm high in the zone I ain't got no one that I love, I'm alone Blood seeps out, and I'm cutting to the bone Blood seeps out from the blade, cut slow Four walls around me, but I don't feel home Thought you were real, you were fake, you a hoe Do I hang from the clouds? Do I hang from the rope? Do I end it all? Do I leave? I don't know Like prolific said, I've been feeling dead and cold Slitting in my tongue, eyes low, eyes roll Taking all these pills, till I'm going old Alone and I'm tired, wish I didn't have a soul Become so dark, stuck in a black hole Wanna kill myself, that's the aim, that's the goal Please let me leave, I ain't never been alive Feeling so low, but I ain't never been the same I ain't never been alive Feeling so low, but the drugs got me high You said you would stay, we all know that you lied Tell me that you love me, but you love the other guy Awake every night, I ain't sleep, I just cry Leave me be, I'm better off alone, let me die I try to make it work, yeah I try, and I try I'm done, I'm finished, writing lyrics Goodbye Just like everybody Just like everyone I've become so numb to your affection Come down on me