Toxic

I know that I'm not shit Yeah, I know that I'm toxic Toxic, Yeah, Yeah Always talking shit, I never start it, Yeah, Yeah Mentally fucked up, You disregard it, Yeah, Yeah Blocking out your feelings, Got outsmarted But I can't lie, I like you broken hearted I know I'm toxic, I never gave a f*ck Want you to love me but I know that I never gave enough Want you to trust me so I come back, We're always making up Even if it's wrong, Even though I know I'm fake in love Fake in love, That depends, Can't always make amends Back and forth in my head toxins always turn to sins Can't trust me, Can't love me, I always choose myself in the end Don't tell me you love me, I'll f*ck around and make you my friend I know I'm not shit, I know I'm not shit Breaking hearts to make better fucking options Taking charge of my life to get rid of nonsense But I just can't help that I love you, I know that I am Toxic, Yeah, Yeah Always talking shit, I never start it, Yeah, Yeah Mentally fucked up, You disregard it, Yeah, Yeah Blocking out your feelings, Got outsmarted But I can't lie, I like you broken hearted Toxic, Bitch you know I'm Mentally fucked up but I'm an artist Bitch I know that life is just a game, I disregard it Bitch I know that breaking down my walls is the target But I can't lie, I like me broken hearted I can't believe it and I shouldn't have to I now believe that I shouldn't have you Time is money, Love takes time And that payment is way past due It's give and take I give, You take But you wanna tell me all my mistakes Like nah F*ck that You're about to be the reason that I bring the drugs back But one half of me wants you back And the other half pushes you to the past Like nah God damn I really thought I'd give you my hand But you could never understand the stress I have trying to make this last So now I'm getting trashed What's done is done, I'm done, We're done Been real, Been fun, But it wasn't real fun Still drunk when I woke up this morning Still high but I'll be alright Stay dry but the rain keeps pouring I'm burning up and I'm dying inside Still here but it wasn't my choice Still here but it isn't my fight Still stuck at the bottom with no voice Still high but I'll be alright Toxic, Yeah, Yeah Always talking shit, I never start it, Yeah, Yeah Mentally fucked up, You disregard it, Yeah, Yeah Blocking out your feelings, Got outsmarted But I can't lie, I like you broken hearted Toxic, Bitch you know I'm Mentally fucked up but I'm an artist Bitch I know that life is just a game, I disregard it Bitch I know that breaking down my walls is the target But I can't lie, I like me broken hearted I know that you're toxic Bitch you make me nauseous I'm glad that we lost this You fucking bitch