Just Somedays

Back where I have to be I was not allowed to feel this way Can't quite see the wrong side in staying here Will I need a new escape route to flee? Well, maybe, maybe I should just learn to swim 'Cause when I dive back in me I drown in the things that I said Even if I cry the pain away Still that's how I feel But that's just somedays I've gone off to where I belong The current's strong I'll sink down in the flood Is when I dive back in me I drown in the things that I said Even if I cry the pain away That's just how I feel But that's just somedays It's been too late, like everyday for me Why can't I change the way I feel? Is when I dive back in me I drown in the things that I said Even if I cry the pain away That's just how I feel Now that I've blamed it on myself again I feel relieved that there's just Nothing left for me to say But how'd I see If I'm blind to what's not for me Is when I dive back in me I drown in the things that I said Even if I cry the pain away Still, just how I feel That's just somedays