I Hate It

I hate it, I feel evaded And worse i feel i deserve it so i cant be complaining Its all about my mental I'll rot inside a grave I just cant find the tempo I just cant keep the pace And im slipping its over belittled Little they know i can take Not another mother-fucking moment of feeling this pain And im slipping its over belittled Little they know i can take Not another mother-fucking moment of feeling this pain Im done reaching out, out Just wreaking hell I be cutting myself using my blood for my rituals If she dont love me she gon have to Once the magic get working Im pleased i got a smile i wear but thats just the surface Deep down im crying, Im lying its all the time I'm kinda sad you dont see that, its almost like im inside of a cage Been in denial, meanwhile keep throwing fuel on the fire You'd of thought I've been through this shit to many times but it happens again I hate it, I feel evaded And worse i feel i deserve it so i cant be complaining Its all about my mental I'll rot inside a grave I just cant find the tempo I just cant keep the pace And im slipping its over belittled Little they know i can take Not another mother-fucking moment of feeling this pain And im slipping its over belittled Little they know i can take Not another mother-fucking Moment of feeling this pain Waste my time No sentiments are worth the way My mind clings i decide Upon my life and death I realized my kind has been exterminated Im the last one left Ah its all the nerve that these mother-fuckers learn i think Girl dont you know your fucking hurting me I aint gon play with you or with the food just shoot you straight And as it goes I dont know what im supposed to say I hate it, I feel evaded And worse i feel i deserve it so i cant be complaining Its all about my mental I'll rot inside a grave I just cant find the tempo I just cant keep the pace And im slipping its over belittled Little they know i can take Not another mother-fucking Moment of feeling this pain