Cryin too much

Yeah, ooh whoa Oh f*ck, I'm drunk, went and did it again I cut my ties, guess I'm losin' a friend I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend My heart, self harm makes it easy to pen I'm not the monster I get painted as (Painted as) But I bite her neck like I'm a maniac (I'm a maniac) I love when she screams, yeah, she cuts me I bleed i get high as the stars Then I fall like the leaves My mind's gone bad, yo, what's the date? My heart's so cold, bet a few could relate Now I'm fucked in the brain Now I'm fucked in the tub I'm fucked so often I'm probably up on the hub Probably out of my luck I'm probably stupid as f*ck 'Cause every time that she hit me I feel adrenaline rush I feel my energy thrust It's like I like being hurt I feel the knife in my gut I think I'm cryin' too much And I, I complain too much One minute you hate me and The next you wan' f*ck Just look at my love, yeah, look at it goes Every time I'm up it seems Like you want me more And that sucks, my heart's inside my lungs I hit my plug, he fill me up I don't want nothing but your love You hit me up and said, "We done" Said, "We done" Yeah, yeah, you said, "We done" I fall, and fall again (yeah) Oh no, oh God, what have I done? Become all the things that I've been runnin' from I thought we were done talkin' shit We're above that but words turn to fists It's becoming a bloodbath But I'm drunk so I run back You call me an asshole I don't have a comeback I'm not just an asshole I know that you know that Craving my soul but I already sold that I'm bravin' the cold You already know that I hate this F*ck love, I wanna be famous At least that I can't be shameless and Spend all my time gettin' wasted But that's what you wanted, right? I don't wanna hang, alright I'm on my own tonight you make me wanna die I'll let you kill me some other time Oh f*ck, I'm drunk, went and did it again I cut my ties, guess I'm losin' a friend I'm stuck, your lies makes it harder to mend My heart, self harm makes it easy to pen I'm not the monster I get painted as (Painted as) But I bite her neck like I'm a maniac (I'm a maniac) I love when she screams, yeah She cuts me I bleed i get high as the stars Then I fall like the leaves My mind's gone bad, yo, what's the date? My heart's so cold, bet a few could relate Now I'm fucked in the brain Now I'm fucked in the tub I'm fucked so often I'm probably Up on the hub probably out of my luck I'm probably stupid as f*ck 'Cause every time that she hit me I feel adrenaline rush I feel my energy thrust It's like I like being hurt I feel the knife in my gut I think I'm cryin' too much