Sad Rose

I hate loving you cus i know you aint feel the same But the worst part is that i know you'll never change I feel all the shots now, they rushing to my brain I don't think i'd want the pills if you never played Was curved every time, hit with a maybe every damn time And i'm walking through life like i'm in a daydream Livin in my own existence I don't wanna feel anymore I'm trapped in my own conscious Love will never live here anymore I thought you were different or thought that you would change But you stayed the same No one by my side feeling dead inside gotta keep my pride Can't go switchin sides never telling lies way to young to die Im tryina say alive always waiting for that final drive Now I just want to lay and cry I feel like I'm lost in time And I'm sick of all these lies! Should of read the signs You left me all by myself Gotta stick to dollar signs That's the only thing that helps Yeah Lately I've been feeling so alone I want to be loved but all these hearts are so cold I feel defeat Hiding in my room screaming in the sheets Darkness is the only thing I see I dont understand why you say You hate me Im tryna show you We both want the same thing Times movin on And i feel im just aging Hearts gettin heavy Tired of always aching I'm stepping away to catch a breath Tryna get this pain off my chest I'm so tired of being depressed Over dramatic and chronically stressed I struggle daily just to get dressed Drunk nightly so the pain is suppressed My thoughts keep screaming cant be oppressed These vision and signs got me under arrest Everyone left so I know they dont care I'm flippin I'm spazzin pull out my own hair Contemplating of jumping from here But the floor looks so far up ontop of this chair, guess I'll just have fall Swaying from all these lucid dreams They turn into nightmares waking up in sweat always alone