ESSENCE OF CHAOS

I'm not okay No it's not up for discussion Can't believe you changed We breaking We falling no repercussions You act so fake All of this time I knew you was bluffing Our separate ways I keep a stick you better get running Aim at his head I'm letting it spray I caught him lacking he act cliche His girl she be playin my music She said it's stuck on replay I told her yeah I really do this She really like what I say But I only tell her excuses So she gonna tell me I'm useless I don't like people so don't introduce us And I know that she she gonna treat me so ruthless I'm fucking done with all of her bullshit Hope that she tell me she feel like a nuisance so clueless oh wait Why you only tell me that you love me when your off it I know I've been distant I ain't seen you often Let me break down cuz I don't wanna talk yet Losing track of time But I can't seem to forget That I'm all alone in the end And I've never really had friends no Always stuck playing pretend Waking up counting my meds They make me feel like I'm dead But I guess that's the new trend now My thoughts are getting way too loud Aim at his head I'm letting it spray I caught him lacking he acting cliche His girl she be playin my music She said it's stuck on replay I told her yeah I really do this She really like what I say But I only tell her excuses So she gonna tell me I'm useless I don't like people so don't introduce us And I know that she she gonna treat me so ruthless And I'm fucking done with all of her bullshit Hope that she tell me she feel like a nuisance so clueless