Not Ur Friend

Overindulge, stop it. Wish that you weren't toxic. Thinking of the feeling, I dont wanna fucking feel at all. And I wish that you would stop this. I'm drunk and I feel nauseous. Wish that I could turn it off. You lost me when you said it, simple little words called me toxic and so selfish. And I wish that could help it, but my minds obnoxious because it stays so cynical. Locked inside the basement, memories are fadin, how I wish that I was a ghost. And I am tired of the mayhem, wish that this shit would end, cause i'm not your friend at all. Overindulge, stop it. Wish that you weren't toxic. Thinking of the feeling, I dont wanna fucking feel at all. And I wish that you would stop this. I'm drunk and I feel nauseous. Wish that I could turn it off. And I always feel complacent! The rivers stayin steady, i'm trippin off the stream again! And the thoughts have started racin! Thinkin of a future where I let myself be free within! She said she love me she dont mean it, she said id be better off doin this shit on my own. I'm wishin for her peace and i'm hoping that she gets everything that she ever wants. But she left me feeling broken, so through it all I know that I'm disposable. But I gotta fill the holes now, because I know that I have to do this on my own. Overindulge, stop it. Wish that you weren't toxic. Thinking of the feeling, I dont wanna fucking feel at all. And I wish that you would stop this. I'm drunk and I feel nauseous. Wish that I could turn it off.