scars on my heart.

I've been here before You broke my heart I've been hurt before Still got scars on my heart I've been thinkin' in my head and I'm talking to myself Making sure that she's in love with me and not with someone else 'Cuz things been up all dry lately cuz lies are all I smell I'm just scared what if we won't make it up to the wedding bell I've been trying hard to find truth in your lies Remember you once in my arms they feels like paradise More than once you broke my heart and now I'm paranoid Once blinded by your love and now I'm hypnotized Not want you to cry don't you cry when I'm gone If you ever were in love with me come back and hear this song Cuz I know I have loved you with every inch of my soul's crust Pictured us together growing old now we're just gold dust I've been hurt before Still got scars on my heart I've been here before You broke my heart Used to make so many memories now I keep them to myself You said I'll find someone better You said I love someone else The dream of my future went broke can't hear the wedding bells and Now I'm helplessly living my life till my clock stays still Babe I know it was so tough but I felt that it was worth it Sometimes I try to kill myself that I'm so out of my purpose But I know I was so dumb and I know I was so careless Kept my everything aside but still it wasn't working Used to wake up every morning asking if you ever loved me There was nothing in my stomach morning breakfast it was whiskey I've been having nightmares and I know you won't even miss me Now my sources even tells You won't cry even if you lose me I've been here before You broke my heart I've been hurt before Still got scars on my heart