Tears in Rain.

Baby help me I'm fighting my demons, love Babe its heavy, babe I'm sorry Babe you're still stuck in my head Can't get myself outta bed Wished it was never this way I should've asked you to stay Waking every day and it just feels regretting That I'll be in my feelings while you won't be caring Cuz i think I need more pills I think i need to fit in I smell you in my dreams I think you're stuck inside my system Walking down the street the rain and tears blind me Deep inside my system where my demons they can't find me I think I need to chill and get away from all the pain Aimlessly residing, pull the trigger to the brain They say I care too much say I'll be better with time The time I spend with you I wish I could rewind You moved on in no time but I'm still stuck inside my mind Haven't felt myself in months I think I lost the count of time Yeah, when I overdose and when I sleep at night Your dream shakes me awake, yet I feel so paralyze Sometimes I give up that I can't get you off my mind So I drag it till the end till the roach hits me like a joint Yes, when I dose off feels under water like I'm drowning My demons wide awake fears me like I am growling Yeah I know wasn't enough but I always try to fit in Yeah I can't get you out of it that it's just in my system It's hard to let you walk away I need you for my life Hard to swallow the truth finding a purpose to survive I think the pills won't even help I think I need to fight back The Demons around my bed with a dope I need to light that Taking these drugs feels like I'm digging my own grave I pray to god she listens to these songs that I have made Crying in the corner with the demons around my bed I wish I see you on my lap again and love you till I'm dead I'm so tied up to this love feels like I'm in a prison So clueless that I don't even have a fucking vision A vision bout my future a vision bout this love Let me close my eyes a bit I think I had enough Baby help me I'm fighting my demons, love Babe its heavy, babe I'm sorry Babe you're still stuck in my head Can't get myself outta bed Wished it was never this way I should've asked you to stay