grow apart (feat. meco SBT, 4lexf & Daniel Saint)

Lately I'm wondering how to live my life They say dont worry but I'm trying and I'm getting tired Do I worry bout' my future or my present One day its all good and im crying the next second And im, im sinking deeper farther than I ever could Time passes hella fast and you didn't even think it would Its good then its bad and you dont even see the tears And one lonely night, you sitting facing all your fears Yeah, you sitting facing all your fears Aint no competition if you still failing every year You failed your family You failed your brother You failed your sister You failed your momma You failed your daddy You failed your cousin You failed your auntie You failed your uncle Yeah, got the blade up on my wrist Got the bandage on my arm Man I thought i was past this Issa bitch Im tryna be rich Im tryna see the light in the tunnel but im in a ditch I dont wanna grow apart I wonder how we got this far Ever since I gave my heart I dont wanna do this anymore What am I even fighting for? I dont wanna grow apart I dont wanna grow apart... The truth is I don't think i can go on Wake me up from darkness will u be my bedside alarm Drive me for a new life like you're Sunday driving your car I need someone to trust could i waste away in your arms I wish there was a way To be happy like kids at play But the older that i get i just can't help but feeling grey If i go, don't forget me leave a love note by my grave How you wished i was here and u wanted me to stay I wanted you to stay Painting up a picture take these glasses off my face Pretty little liar take these secrets to my grave I wait for you come here and say my fate I dont date Cuz growing apart don't do me favs Still stay, and tell me what to do to make you great So happy, Im lively but I don't want to hide me True self she got a name we call her ivy