Keep Myself

How can I be alone so well until I remember what it is like to be loved Then I lose all my independence Why can't I keep myself when I'm with her I always think that I am strong enough To keep up my identity when I am one of two Then I lose all my independence Why can't I keep myself when I'm with her I must find a way to compromise and be at once in a pair and on my own In the moment it always seems I have it down-but I don't I'd like to keep my independence Why can't I keep myself when I'm with her When will I know that it's been long enough to Figure out if I have reached a Balanced point of view I'd like to keep my independence How can I keep myself I'd like to keep my independence How can I keep when I'm with her