Maybe I Don't Know

I've been trying recently to just let things happen In the past I had a plan and stuck to it fervently But with every new beginning I am finding that I've been wrong And with every wrong decision I get closer to me Maybe I don't know what I want Maybe I don't know what is best for me Maybe I don't know what I want Maybe I don't know, maybe I don't know I was living with assumptions about how I was to love I was flailing and was failing at finding one to hold I've been rooting through my Memories and searching for new meaning And with every wrong Decision I get closer to me Maybe I don't know what I want Maybe I don't know what is best for me Maybe I don't know what I want Maybe I don't know, maybe I don't know I was writing sad songs to try to process what went wrong How I couldn't seem to choose a man or keep one very long Each tune had possibility but nothing that would stick And with every wrong decision I get closer to me Maybe I don't know what I want Maybe I don't know what is best for me Maybe I don't know what I want Maybe I don't know, maybe I don't know It's easy to assume that this is just a phase of life It seems appropriate that I'm questioning at only 25 But I can't indulge the sin of certainty that was so strong And with every wrong decision I get closer to me Maybe I don't know what I want Maybe I don't know what is best for me Maybe I don't know what I want Maybe I don't know, maybe I don't know Maybe I don't know what I want Maybe I don't know