Loved you / Who are you Now?

I loved you yeah I did That's the truth Held you down when the World was hard on you I was solid No cracks in my frame But you flipped the script Now I'm the one to blame You said I was too much Called me a weight But you never thought twice About what you'd take Every late-night talk Every tear I caught Guess my love was something You just forgot I know it's supposed to be sad right This is a hip-hop beat but I'll still let it bite Spitting my pain 'cause it's all that's left Loved you so much now I'm feeling bereft How'd we go from close to distant as hell I was your safe space now I'm a shell Told me you cared said it wasn't pretend But actions don't match guess this is the end I gave you loyalty Gave you my best Carried your secrets I never confessed But you You just dipped when it got rough I loved you But I guess that wasn't enough I held you down Every step every mile Took your pain on my back Made it worthwhile But now you're distant Like I was the crime Guess loving you was just wasting my time You said I was too much Called me out Said you needed space Left me with doubt How the hell did it flip I was your rock Now I'm the one broken Watching the clock I know it's supposed to be sad But I'm pissed How'd it come to this How'd I get dismissed It's a hip-hop beat So I'm speaking my truth Loved you But now I'm the one you abuse You played the victim Flipped the whole game Made me the villain while you walked away I gave you love Gave you more than I should But you couldn't handle someone who stood Now I'm left questioning Was it all fake Every laugh every bond Every promise you'd make But I'm done holding on Done with the pain Loved you But you left me standing in the rain So here I am Spitting words you won't hear Loved you so hard but you disappeared Now I'm taking back what you stole from me My peace my worth and my sanity My peace my worth my sanity Now I'm taking back what you stole from me My peace my worth and my sanity I held you close When your world fell apart Took all your burdens Carried your heart Never once flinched Never let you fall But when I needed you You gave me nothing at all You called me too much Said I was a weight Said I held you back Sealed your fate But I broke my back To keep us afloat While you acted like I was the sinking boat It's supposed to be sad right That's what they say But I'm tired of this shit I won't feel that way This is a hip-hop beat So let me get real Loved you too much Now I'm numb to the feel I loved you once I swore I knew But now you're someone I can't see through The face is the same But you've changed somehow So tell me Who are you now Used to be the one I could lean on Every late-night call every bad song You had my back we were unbreakable Who are you now The one I loved is Nowhere to be found You let me in then shut me out So tell me who are you now Was it all a lie Did I love a stranger this whole time I'm searching for the truth somehow But baby who are you now The person I held They'd never do this Turn love into something I'd miss You said forever but you let go Now I'm left with questions I'll never know You're laughing with them But I'm breaking apart Guess I never really knew your heart You walked away without a sound So tell me who are you now I don't recognize the way you move Your love's a ghost There's no more proof The pieces of you I thought I knew They're shattered and I'm lost too Who are you now The one I loved is Nowhere to be found You let me in then shut me out So tell me who are you now Was it all a lie Did I love a stranger this whole time I'm searching for the truth somehow Baby I'm still wondering who are you now