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Verse: My heart in pain I can't think straight I fear to commit So I'm turning the page Changing my face Changing the lane That I took for myself Tryna self decimate Turning to God But I feel it's too late All these thoughts in my head Like it's cirque du soleil Cirque du soeil Somebody wake me up I fell deep in sommeil Deep in sommeil This is a note to myself That I gotta set free Think outside the box Gotta find me a breach Gotta me the pieces I can't even see & I can't even breathe My lungs clog When I make peace with myself I cry & can't nobody help but myself I try & ain't nobody here but myself I pray & God knows I'm here to repent Hook: I know how you're feeling When you're down & there's no-one to help Diving in your thoughts With a temptation to hurt yourself You don't have to do it Find a happy spot within yourself I been there before Fighting inner battles with myself Verse: Life is a movie I can't see the frame Even outside the pic Everything looks the same Maybe I am the frame What if I am insane If I died right now Would you love me the same? Love never dies Love while I'm alive But even if I die Would you even cry? I keep asking myself Why do I lie? Man, I'm still alive Alhamdulilah Man, Kill or be killed I need to survive Raised in the hood So I don't even mind If you calling me names Cuz I left that behind Or 6 feet deep Cuz I'm still underground F*ck the society Secure the bag Don't be the dawg With a glock in his hand That's what they want Gotta get me this bread A whole lot of elders Who failed us instead! Hook: I know how you're feeling When you're down & there's no-one to help Diving in your thoughts With a temptation to hurt yourself You don't have to do it Find a happy spot within yourself I been there before Fighting inner battles with myself