I'm Not Okay

I'm not fine now No I'm not fine I'm not fine now No I'm not fine I'm not fine now No I'm not fine The tears I weep now They cut my eyes It's bittersweet how These wounds won't dry I'm not fine now No I'm not fine I'm not fine now No I'm not fine Stab me now I'm bleeding Feel the struggle when I breathe in You can greet the reaper with me If you really wanna die See my friends are leaving Smoking blue so I stay even See no people on the weekend I'm like why I even try Feel like I'm a eye sore every time Love I never find no nevermind Saying that you fine yo favorite line When you feel like shit enough Fall apart it's seeming I cant wrestle with these demons Breaking my skull upon the cement Putting the roof within my stride Lie me while I'm leaning F*ck this ruckus got me screaming This a nightmare that I'm dreaming Man it tear me up inside All this shit you wanted Now your feelings sound dishonest Please go make a gin and tonic and be happy you alive Just so tired of running days I never the sun and See the future that is coming But I'm running outta time I'm running outta time I'm not fine now No I'm not fine I'm not fine now No I'm not I'm not fine now No I'm not fine I'm not fine now No I'm not fine