Already Gone (feat. RetraxBeats)

Yeah, what is love? Hope? Fame? So fake? No way With a stone-cold face, I drain my veins Hopin' that a blade gonna save me People gonna say that it's nothin' but a phase But I don't feel safe, and I don't feel great Wanna feel like I'm okay But it's like I only have bad days, and I Feel it, I feel it corrupting my mind Questions that should've been answered with time Still got 'em roaming around me inside My head is a prison for all of your lies Agony growing, it's daily, I'm feelin' weak It's gettin' taller than ever-est, mountain peak Sometimes, it's just like I don't wanna say a thing So, I don't speak, aye But it's not the time, nah Gonna tell you everything that I'm not I don't really know the things I do wrong So, I'm left in shock, but I'm not Anything really worth talking 'bout anyways Closin' and lockin' my doors, I can hate on me All that I want while I listen to all of you bangin' on locks And the knocks that I'm not gonna answer, I'm lost, yeah Sorry, I'm already gone, aye Dreading the lyrics I jot, aye What're you on, aye, if you're sayin' that this isn't raw I'm gonna fall far from it all Losin' my mind is the cost Buy all my safety with sanity, God What have I done? What have I done? Aye, yeah What is pain? When the voices talk, there is no silence I don't wanna talk 'bout the things I'm hidin' Keep it on the down-low, keep it all quiet Hide it, only for a little bit Keep it till I'm ready, I don't wanna talk about it, go Too big of a pill, need some water to swallow it Make that a shot so the demons will follow it, agh Maybe they'll drown Or they'll resurface my every doubt Can't shut 'em out, woo Scared of the things I dunno about Live in the past, I don't live in the now Still, I'm not very proud of myself 'cause I live in the dark I can't see no one else, I don't need no one else I don't need no one's help Everybody wanna hurt and I know it, thinkin' that I can't tell Yeah, what is love? Hope? Fame? So fake? No way With a stone-cold face, I drain my veins Hopin' that a blade gonna save me People gonna say that it's nothin' but a phase But I don't feel safe, and I don't feel great Wanna feel like I'm okay But it's like I'm only havin' bad days, and I Feel it, I feel it corrupting my mind Questions that should've been answered with time Still got 'em roaming around me inside My head is a prison for all of your lies Agony growing, it's daily, I'm feelin' weak It's gettin' taller than ever-est, mountain peak Sometimes, it's just like I don't wanna say a thing So, I don't speak, aye Sorry, I'm already gone, aye Dreading the lyrics I jot, aye What're you on, aye, if you sayin' that this isn't raw? I'm gonna fall far from it all Losin' my mind is the cost Buy all my safety with sanity, God What have I done? What have I done? Aye, yeah Sorry, I'm already gone, aye Dreading the lyrics I jot, aye What're you on, aye, if you sayin' that this isn't raw? I'm gonna fall far from it all Losin' my mind is the cost Buy all my safety with sanity, God What have I done? What have I done? Aye, yeah Yeah, yeah Tell me, what have I done? Yeah Tell me, what have I done? Aye God, tell me, what have I done Tell me, what have I done? Yeah Sorry, I'm already gone, aye Dreading the lyrics I jot, aye What're you on, aye, if you sayin' that this isn't raw I'm gonna fall far from it all Losin' my mind is the cost Buy all my safety with sanity, God What have I done What have I done? Aye, yeah