Promise (feat. Rook)

You know that I'm here for you, even when you don't need Made it clear for you, you can always phone me I know that you made it obvious that you don't care But I made a promise that I would be here So I'm gonna try my hardest not to break that Said a lot of things I've been wishing I could take back Living in the past, like my wrongs made a wasteland Full of my regrets, but I won't let you be a part of that, no You don't really know me If you look closely Bet that you still won't see All my cuts, so deep 'Cause I'll never let you Don't let people get too close to my heart I don't trust what I'll let them do, no 'Cause it's not they fault if I start descending Cutting everybody off for my own protection Fortifying all these walls, and I stay defensive And if anybody crosses, whether or not it's my intention Self-hate is my strongest weapon There's no stimulant to help it I just let it because the wreckage Until hate is all I'm left with Feels like I just always question If I'm real or if I'm dead Inside of me's a lonely thread And I seem to constantly check it Yeah, if it breaks, though You know that I'll stay, though I know that you could care less 'bout the stress That I'm holding, but I'm trying my best I wish that you cared about me, yeah I wish that someone cared about me, yeah Pouring out my heart like a water fountain Feels like every time I'm fine, there's a taller mountain, yeah They say that you can't have no love without the pain But that's all I ever feel And it's pounding in my brain In the public, I conceal Cover my tormented face Can't believe this pain is real It's like a nightmare that I live when I'm awake Nobody ill as me No, literally Chronically sick, the epitome Of dead in the body and mind, so don't be surprised When I say, it's killing me the inside I smile white on the outside But lie through my teeth while I slice through a beat As I try to release all this pain from my life Searching within myself, trynna find a better man Instead, I found a child who's trynna hide When he shoulda ran I wanna feel love and I wanna feel safe Pray they're in heaven and save me a place Aren't looking down on me with disgrace Hope that one day I don't feel out of place But till then, just know, I'm a call away Tormented by the thoughts in my head that play And the times we spend Now, I lie with regret Feeling violent again On my mind, they weigh I want you to call, and I hope that you do I'm feeling lonely, alone in my You don't really care and my fears have come true But I promise that I'll always be here for you You know that I'm here for you, even when you don't need Made it clear for you, you can always phone me I know that you made it obvious that you don't care But I made a promise that I would be here Even when you don't need Made it clear for you, you can always phone me I know that you made it obvious that you don't care But I made a promise that I would be here