Standing in the Rain

What is fake love Said you'd love me forever and never break up What we both put together It's something great, huh Then tell me why we ain't better It's like we're made up No, I can't take it anymore, I wanna wake up Said I love you, but sever it for the sake of My own selfish endeavorments, Trynna face love But I'm scared of reality, so stay tucked Run What a coward I am Love was never easy I never planned it, deceive me I take for granted of everything That's what making me see When the people who need me stop needing me It's a masterpiece I'm painting with my worst mistakes Regretful of the tragedy, I did it to myself Take everything that I want, and then put it back on the shelf Say that I don't need it or need you or nothin' else I don't need nobody's help Let me die alone, yeah Standin' in the rain alone Let the water soak up in my soul I'ma cry until it overflows I know you won't come back But it's probably for the best, though You don't love me anymore, I know So, I'm gonna try and let you go I know you won't come back Look, what is real love I don't think that I'm worthy of what you call trust See, I struggle with loving me Self-hate stuff It's a rut that I'm stuck in, and it's a deep one Sorry if I come across ugly, but it's so dumb That these demons and angels all seem the same Plus, I don't even know where they came Was it below or above It's kinda stoking the hate I keep for no one but myself What a disappointment Can't do nothin' right Don't tell me that it's alright You don't love me So don't you tell me you do, because that's a lie What a horrible state of mind I don't know how I'm alive My life is nothin' but time that I'm losing I think that I'm gonna lose it Why isn't anything lucid My world is full of confusion My thoughts are causing pollution Inside my brain, I need Cupid To come help me understand But sorry if I don't accept your hand, yeah Standin' in the rain alone Let the water soak up in my soul I'ma cry until it overflows I know you won't come back But it's probably for the best, though You don't love me anymore, I know So, I'm gonna try and let you go I know you won't come back Standin' in the rain alone Let the water soak up in my soul I'ma cry until it overflows I know you won't come back But it's probably for the best, though You don't love me anymore, I know So, I'm gonna try and let you go I know you won't come back