TALKING TO MYSELF

Yeah, yeah Talking to myself Always overwhelmed Locked up in this cell with my thoughts I want some help Trynna make a living, but these demons on my mind (ayy) Kinda take the vision that I see right out my eyes (yuh) And they replace it with darkness I'ma keep pushing, regardless Can't take the fight out the dog, it's Always there, better be cautious (agh) Through with this constantly hoping for something That might never come to me Tired of running with all of these demons That hover right over me (woo) I feel like I lost it, yeah Maybe I did, maybe I did Guess I'll forget (ayy, yeah) I always sit, I always sit in the dark of my den You never know what I hold on my lip All of my feelings, I keep them within Feeling the pressure of keeping these secrets Like holding my breath 'Cause I don't want my demons to win, yeah It's overwhelming, I've figured that out And I'm tired of running away from myself I've been trying to find a way I can get help But I'm already under the water I don't wanna drown and I don't wanna suffocate I'm blacking out, I can't breathe and I'm suffering Please get me out, this is too much to undertake I don't think you understand what I'm going through Dying, but I have nowhere that I'm going to The supernatural voices inside of my head spreading voodoo They're quietly whispering, telling me my death is overdue (woo) I don't want to have another convo talking to myself Everybody gonna question what I'm though, well If you really gotta know, I'm just going through hell Going through hell, yeah Oh, talking to myself Yeah, talking to myself I'm just Talking to myself (yeah) Always overwhelmed (yeah) Locked up in this cell with my thoughts I want some help Trynna make a living, but these demons on my mind Kinda take the vision that I see right out my eyes (agh) And they replace it with darkness I'ma keep pushing, regardless Can't take the fight out the dog, it's Always there, better be cautious Through with this constantly hoping for something That might never come to me Tired of running with all of these demons That hover right over me (woo) I feel like I lost it I need some wisdom Perception is broken to bits, um Maybe I'll find a way that I can fix up Whatever I did to them That's what I get for letting my head Steer the way for me again Wish I was dead Hold up, I think that's the voices inside me again I wish that they would just leave me alone I'm such a dangerous threat to my soul I don't want nothing to do with myself I wish that it was somebody else (no) They won't let me go Can't break from the hold Under their control, and I can't stop Talking to myself (yeah) Always overwhelmed (woo) Locked up in this cell with my thoughts I want some help (yeah) Trynna make a living, but these demons on my mind (ayy) Kinda take the vision that I see right out my eyes (yuh) And they replace it with darkness I'ma keep pushing, regardless Can't take the fight out the dog, it's Always there, better be cautious (agh) Through with this constantly hoping for something That might never come to me Tired of running with all of these demons That hover right over me (woo) I feel like I lost it, yeah