Thank You Letter

I just wanna start this off by saying thank you To my family My mom, my dad Sisters and brothers My cousins, uncles, aunts My grandparents and my niece And future relatives to come And my friends Y'all keep me going Wouldn't be here without y'all Yeah I give it to my mom For never breaking, maintaining and staying strong Taking care of five, yeah, I know that it was hard Even under all the pressure, never gave up on us once I know it was difficult, but look at what you've done Gave me so much hope, helped me battle defeat Even when I didn't in myself, you believed in me Feeling scared by the rain, but you helped me to think Of life in many different ways And I'm grateful for my dad There's a lot of people who don't have one Hate it when you question your greatness Because you are not a bad one My mind can go into the future to when you've passed on I don't like to think of a world with you gone But I hope that you gon' take these warm words with you I'm scared to be a dad and so were you, but then it hit you You made your greatest creations And I don't want to have to miss you But your teachings will pass on to me when I make mine too I wanna take a moment just to give it to my brothers Always staying close even when we're feeling ruptured I'd never pray to God for another mother to give me some other brothers I got what I need and that's all That's all, got all I need 'Long as I got my Homies beside me Man, I'm happy, yeah Yeah, so I give it to my sis To the older and the younger Staying persistent in always showing that I love them Yeah, I treat them like my mother, but a tad less respect I'm just kidding, but they're basically my therapists Cause I learn a lot from them, but I doubt they know it They give me inspiration on changing and trynna grow Into a better person, sorry if I hardly show it But I love you to the fullest, and I hope that now you know it Yeah, that being said, I give it to my friends Some are closer than others, and some relationships are complicated But I know it's gonna be alright in the end I'm growing as a person, learning lessons about what life is And y'all give me that assistance Giving me support on all my dreams and my visions Out of sight when I'm getting in my mind But you're blessing me with patients And I'm thankful that you wait for me Gone like a ghost When the spotlight fades But, somehow, you find me Nobody knows if I feel okay Journey out to find peace Mom, dad, siblings Even though I never say to them, they fix me Gone, sad, empty Nothing could take me from what I have here with me Mom, dad, siblings Even though I never say to them, they fix me Gone, sad, empty Nothing could take me from what I have here with me Wanna see my brother come home from the army With a badge of metals and settle down with my friend from elementary I wanna see my niece grow up into something Something incredible, and I want her talking to me Wanna throw a party on my 21st Get drunk and piss off my neighbors Do it all with the fam, they come first They come first, yeah