Ghost

Do I cross your mind from time to time Cause lately you've been heavily on mine So Im writing this letter But don't know if it's better To burn it Swore I'd never write about you again But I ran into your best friend Now I can't stop thinking of the way our love came to an end Sorry I became a ghost It was the only way Was showed a picture of your baby And wept, I only saw your face For some reason I need you to know now What I left unsaid All the sorrow I feel for the way I let go I still hear your voicemail saying you hate me at every show It breaks my heart that you were finally happy And that it all got ripped away You really don't deserve to live like you're living today I said I hate you in that song But really I wish you the best That only came from the pain Still left in my chest We both moved on And found better, healthier love But do you ever wonder what could have been If we were different I loved you But f*ck, what do I know Maybe I was just a kid We were fucked up And toxic And only hurt each other And though it hurt when it was over We would have never would've never found another I think you'd be proud of who I've become If you don't hate me I think your heart would be warm if you heard the things I've done I hope you don't hate me I'm sorry when I saw you at that restaurant And you left a note on my car Saying you miss me That I never called And I'll always have a special place for you in my heart Your family is beautiful And you deserve to be happy Don't know when I quit rhyming I guess I was just writing I'll probably burn this I'll probably burn this