Regress

I think that I'm scared to get older Just worried bout wasting my time Always looking over my shoulder So much that I've left behind And it comes back to haunt me Faithfully Would he decide he don't want me If he knew who I used to be How long will It last This spell that I cast Till I'm just a smolder The demons of my past They crawl up my back And they sit on my shoulder And they say Ohh let me in Let me make you unstable Ohh let me in Let me sit at your table I'm scared that it only gets colder And I'm stuck just waiting in line I'm tired of being a soldier Just wanna get out of my mind It's those thoughts that haunt me Tenaciously How could even want me When I am who I used to be It happens so fast One slip and I'm back And I can't control her The girl of my past More fragile than glass Just need him to hold her And she says Oh let me in Let me make you unstable Ohh let me in Let me sit at your table And she's says Oh let me in To stop me you're unable She says Ooh let me in I'll make this one fatal