4 Days

I keep counting the days, I'm losing my brain I don't even think I remember my name But bitches around me continue to blame The lost little nigga who knew everything As soon as I leave you gone lose everything I lost my Grandmother, I really felt pain The first bitch I loved, yeah she cheated on me I felt my heart sink all the way to my feet Ever since then I been dying to please The demons inside got me weak in the knees I don't have your answer don't call upon me My daddy a demon he didn't want me My mom should've swallowed the semen of me Because if she did then there wouldn't be me And no one to damage this family tree I love my lil Brother, I'm missing you Banni I need you Dakari, I'm working for us But unlike all these bitches you know can trust The words that I'm saying, I'm working for us You're my purpose, the future is us No Day but Today is still right upon us When we seek what we wrote There won't be any fuss And for you I would swing if I need to I bust It's been like 4 days since I seen my lil Brother 4 cuts on my wrist and I don't give a damn I'm screaming, I'm bleeding you don't give a damn So don't be surprised if I wind up in hell I remember the jokes And the way that they glared Staring with hate but I don't give a care Cause' I'm happy with me and you're lost with yourself No you wonder you jealous I did what you can't