I wanna go back to how it was before I liked you

You broke my heart But I went too far It's all our fault But ill just hold my silence Until our memory fades I shouldn't have confessed my feelings Try to drown out the pain for the healing Singing sad songs cause that's how I was feeling It's the first Friday night I felt so lonely So please don't hit my phone With a rational tone Optimism is dead to me You left me on read I guess I failed to make your interest peak And I thought it was easy I'm aware that you don't need me (Love) And now I'm screaming Fighting demons love There's this girl name Renata I gave her my sweater Oh I think I like her But I learned my lesson From my last rejection It ended so tragic ALL THE PAIN I LEFT IN THE PAST-TENCE You were short and pretty But now I hate you I also HATE whoever made you Cause you plucked the strings on my heart Like you plucked the strings on your bass guitar (Haha huh) You broke my heart But I went too far It's all our fault But ill just hold my silence Until our memory fades You broke my heart But I went too far It's all our fault But ill just hold my silence Until our memory fades